Anonymous asked: I kinda wish you knew who I was too but, it's better you don't because once you find out it's not what you expected or wanted to happen. It'll be Like a good movie with a shit ending. Idk that's just my opinion. This is also the best way to say what I think without other influenced thoughts stopping me from saying what I can't. And the awkwardness isn't there either if you don't share the same things as me.
okay well then we will just leave it as is.
Anonymous asked: Your last post about your EXboyfriend kinda frustrates me but relieves me that he gave up valuable treasure because he doesn't deserve anything close, and leaves others to seek it and I'm not saying I do too but I just wanted to say i feel like your perfect, like actually perfect not what these little girls say to each other on their friends pictures to make them feel better. maybe I don't know anything about you or maybe just a little but you can just sense it you know maybe you do. That's all
thank you very much. it really means a lot. i wish i knew who this was haha. but thank you. i hope one day he can get a girl and be faithful to them and at some point i can find some one that willingly stays around haha. thank you.
i think another shitty part about my last relationship, is i told him multiple times, any time you want to leave, leave. im not going to keep him back and im not going to argue or try to get him back, just whenever he didn’t feel like being in a relationship with me anymore, just to go ahead and leave and not waste my time and his, like you know if he found interest in another girl, lost feelings for me, just didn’t want a relationship, etc, he could leave any time he wanted and i wouldn’t put up a fight because that’s his free will and if he wanted to come back then i would be there but you know if you don’t want a relationship with me then get out, im not going to hold you back, and he STILL tried to fuck around on me and flirt with girls. and i heard all these rumors about him cheating on me while we were together and now i wonder if they were true bc i trusted him enough not to beleive them. like i just keep remembering things about that relationship and hearing things and it just supports my realization that my ex is such a piece of shit.
I’ve noticed lately that i act a ridiculous amount past my actual age and it sorta freaks me out that I’m not even a legal adult yet and im acting this way